Started the day out with French Toast! God I love that stuff. Work went well enough again today. I was up on a lift today and time always goes by faster when that happens. While I don't love the job it is a good work out and I get a lot of time to think to myself. I have started trying to analyze my PTSD while I am at work. I spend most of the day deep in thought about it. I know that I have to work through this on my own. While psychiatrists are guides to show you the path, you are the only one that can actually move down it. So during my day I think about where these issues could come from. What specific times of great stress started it all in motion or if it was the experience as a whole. I am not even close to an answer yet but I am dealing with these issues that I have set aside thinking they were un important for too long.
When I got back home I relaxed in the shower for a good long time. It feels so good after a hard days work to get clean and feel the hot water relax your body. Hehe I take two to three showers a day now. After that I cracked open Kushiel's Chosen. I can't wait to see where this book takes the story! It is such a good one and I know as soon as I start I wont be able to put it down.
When I felt it was time Buddy and I got in the car and headed out to Bunker Beach. (The park where we went on that long walk with Buddy and my Mom) We walked for a good twenty minutes till I found a good throwing area without any people. He made it through about 3 tosses before he lost interest. I think it is because he just did not feel well. He LOVED the walk though! So many new smells! We walked for what seemed like hours along winding paths through the woods. Both he and I were tired after we got back to the car ^^
When I got home buddy got his bath. With warm water I might add, did not want him to get cold. Hehe, after I finished he found all the energy in the world and started to run around in his frolicking pouncing run that he does. *smiles* I could not help but call out his theme song a few times.
Oh and there was cleaning of the house. Lots of cleaning.
Now it's time to relax, watch a movie (Mall Cop) and eat my "Whirled Peace" ice cream I so expertly chanced upon.
I can't wait till tomorrow! I called Face up and set time to hang out tomorrow after TKD. He is going to show me around Champlin and introduce me to all the people we saw at the party right after AT! New people is always a good thing.
One more big thing for tomorrow. I am going to the Anoka Collage here tomorrow to talk to a councilor and see if I can not get enrolled in a class or two. I talked to them and they said the chances are good. Looks like I will be a collage boy this semester after all :)
Life is so full of promise for the future.
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wow, that's awesome. I was going to suggest looking at Anoka in order to avert the whole needing to move in the spring. Glad that's going to work out for you. I hope that works out for you, I can't wait to hear what classes you pick up. have classes started already for them? You should have no trouble picking a class up, you've got the smarts and now you've got all the drive in the world. Good to hear about your progress.
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